last night i went to purchase for culture shock with frank nikki brendan
joey and kelly. got to see manman and girl talk! oh, and some gay band that
kinda ruined my life and made me want to hurt everyone around me. oh well.
i caught a lame water bottle also. joey did too, but then threw his right back
at the guy. haha it made my night. after girl talk i played with frank at
one of his friends apartments. then we got us some food, and had a sleepover <3

tuesday- school. planned a road trip with marlena and made her miss her class ahaha. workedddd. brendan, mikey, amy and gorse came in to visit me though, so that was cool! then after work brendan picked me up and eventually we went to amy's where joey jeff and mikey were. hank came over with some pizza. we all went for a midnight walk till like 1:40 or something. i feel like we all did something else after, but i don't remember.

wednesday- brendan came and got me around 11. hank amy nicole mikey and kyle were all in my driveway/st so i decided to start my car and let it run for a while. brendan mikey and i sat in there for a while since kyle stole mikeys car and then broke it. once they brought it back he tried to fix it, but instead we just had amy take us to her house where brendans car was. brendan mikey and i drove around for a while, and then walked around town at midnight once again for a good hour or two. then we sat on the steps of my moms shop and talked and read weird nj till a little after 3am. i wanted to keep playing, but i had school in the morning :/


thursday- went to class with 2 hours of sleep. went out to lunch with erin. back to class. then off to work. nicole amy jeff joey brendan and mikey all came to visit me two times =) so that was a lot of fun.

tomorrow i'm going to go see girl talk! i'm pretty excitedddd.

saturday nikki, my dad and i went to the commons to go to american apparel so i could
get myself and frank clothes for amy's american apparel underwear dance party that night.
well on the way home my dads car overheated and we were stranded for a good 3 hours.
i was 2 hours late for work. oh well. so i worked till 10, and then franksta picked
me up. we went back to my house so i could change and make him wear a really gay shirt
i bought him (nicole totally talked me into, so it was all her fault!!)
we headed on over to amy's around 11:30. party was dope yoyoyo. i had lots of fun.
i was pretty much drunk after a hour or so and would not stop taking pictures,
at least that's what everyone tells me. i'm not going to write much about it,
since i don't remember tooooo much. but anyways, frank and i left amy's around 5am
or so and went back to my house and had a sleepover <3



nicole has pretty much all the pics from that night loaded on her myspace.
they are pretty funny and worth a look. most of them she took,
and the rest were by a drunken me... so bare with us---

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=558431&albumId=1510775

the past few days have been pretty boring, but i will update anyways...

tuesday-
school. met up with marlena on my 5 hour break and played with her pretty much the whole time. went to starbucks with lang. came back to my house with him, where we watched rap videos for like 5 hours straight. ahah it was fun.

wend-
went to work.to the dentist. then i played with frank =). later on we both
met up with corey and marla for a bit. the end.

thursday-
skipped classes. worked all night. fun.

today-
workeddddd. grand opening was today. hollaholla. my feet are killing me though.whatev's.

last night amy came over. i did her and nikki's makeup and then took pics of them
for their flyer's for amy's party. that was fun. brendan came over toooo. hank came over a while later. they all went to get coffee, and since i was in my pj's i just waited home.
amy and nikki had to go somewhere before they came back from dunkin, so just brendan and hank came over until they came back. soon after amy left, then hank, brendan stayed till like 6am or so. i had to get some sleep so i went to lay down around 5:30, which was interrupted by a sneak attacked by brendan and nikki jumping on my bed while i was sleeping. ahah it was cute. today i went shopping at ulta so i could use my discount. let's just say my paycheck that i'm getting on friday went straight back into the store. oh well! i'm kinda pissed that the chi straightener i bought that was supposed to come with 4 bottles of something, only came with one. so now i have to go get another one. grr. frank came over after <3 which made me really happy since he was gone for tooo long. i missed my babyboy. brendan was here for a bit with nikki too. and well that was my day. fun.

thursday:
- classes.
- friendly's with erin.
- erin and i went to the mall to meet up with nick and his friend dan.
- erin went tanning. i saw blake there :) then erin nick and i came back to my house and played for a while. soon nicole and brendan joined us.
- erin nick and i went to bk cause nick was hungry.
- since i had work early the next day we only played till midnightish. :[


fri-sat:
- worked 8-4:30
- went to papa's with nikki till sat. aka- shoppingshoppingshopping.
- brendan picked nicole and i up with amy.
- we all went to mike lennon's where mike and nick were, and kyle followed behind us.
- got home around 3:30am, it's now a little after 4 and i am pretty bored :/

yesterday was sooo long, so i will just sum it up.

- i went to class.lame. then found erin at school. we sat on a blankly on the occc lawn for a good two hours. marlena soon joined us. i think i got sunburn! :) then i went to my other lame class, and accidentally slept through the whole thing. haha
- cj picked me up from school with brendan and nick. we went to salvation army and bk.
- cj had to leave so we got brendan's car at le mall and then went to alto.
i think i would be a mean synth player, hate to brag. :)
- then we went to visit jeff at work, where amy was too. we went to dunkin', the skate park in goshen, then the skate park in washingtonvill.
- we killed some time, then had the worst time of our lives at some gay china buffet in monroe. grr. anyways, after that we came back to my place to play. later on jeff, joey, cj and his gf, gorse and hank all came over. we watched my are you afraid of the dark dvds and had chilled. it was fun.
- i got zeroooo sleep last night though. i worked 9-5 today. and then went out with my dad for a while. i think i'm about to go hang with brendan, so bye!

yesterday i worked 10-6 :/ when i came home frank stopped by for a few to
say bye. :( then i came inside and passed out around 9 or something.
i was sooo tired. i woke up around 11, and brendan came over around midnight.
him, nikki and i watched just friends and the notebook. HAHAHA. yeah.
anywayyy, brendan left around 5 or 6am i think. i got like 2 hours of sleep
and then worked 9-5. i'm falling asleep as i'm typing this, so bye.

uuuh so today sucked. i went to the hotel for work, and came to find out that they were at the store today...? fuckin' awesome. so i was stranded in middletown for an hour, for the SECOND day in a row due to work. lovely. brendan came to my rescue with mikey. thank god for that kid. i got to work at 5 instead of 4, but i guess i'll get paid for 4-10. so i guess that's cool.
i didn't feel like myself all day. somethings weird, but i can't put my finger on it. meh.
this week has been weird. i don't know. after work i came home, finally had some breakfast, and watched babel. it's almost 2:30am, and i'm super bored. i guess i'll watch something else, since no one is around to play with :-/

i got 2 hours of sleep, terrible. i went to lame classes from 8am till 3, because we got let out early. :) i was told i had to work from 4-8, so i go to ulta, walk in, and notice it was dead quiet. amy and allison were there and said that we were illegally in there since they were still doing construction and stuff. for some reason no one decided to tell me that we had to go to the hampton inn for classes? cool. so allison said i can get a ride with her. so i waited outside in the wind for an hour to leave. :( sucked. i would rather have been working. anyway, so we got there at 5, and i just caught the end of the bare essentiels and pure minerals class. i wish i saw the whole thing. but no one told me! :( we got a break and then had a fragrance class. i thought it would be over by 8, but it kept going. so i just told them i had to leave. classes were till 10, but what the hell. they messed up my whole week, so i didn't care. i better get paid for the extra 20 min i was there. grr. i got home around 9 somehow, and then frank came over. we played till 1am-ish. i fell asleep on him i think. i'm so beat. but somehow its 3am, and i'm still up debating weather or not i want to go to work today. ah, we'll see. ramblerambelrambel

yesterday was longgg. i went to gay school, and was about to go to work when
they said they don't need me today..? weird. so i went home. it was beautiful out.
brendan, mikey, and mike lennon all came to pick nikki and i up. we went to the skate
park, but then they realized they left their skate boards in joey's car. soooo then
we went to the mall cause we are cool. like usual, after that we went somewhere to eat.
we went to denny's where cj met us. soon joey, jeff, joe, keith and cj's gf joined us.
cj and his gf left, so the rest of us all went to walmart (yes again) to get food,
and then went back over to joeys, where hank and then brendan's friend hannah soon joined.
we watched the illusionist, i think i fell asleep. i came home after 3am so i could
get up for work today. soooo, today i got up earlyyyy, showered, and then my job calls and tells
me they don't need us today because inspection is being done. ughhh. oh well.
i'll go play outside instead, it's pretty out again.

last night around 1am or so brendan came and picked nikki and i up.
a whole bunch of us were going to go to mikey's party, but it was too far
and late. so, brendan, nikki, gorse, his friend brianne and i all went to joey's.
a while later nick and amy joined us. they were all getting hungry, so brendan, nick,
nikki, amy and i all we went to walmart to get food to bring back to joeys.
we were there for like 2 hours, and on our way back to joey's he said he was going
to bed and that gorse already left.lame. so we all came back to my house, ate,
and watched are you afraid of the dark. we all fell asleep, and then nick and brendan
woke up at like 6am or something and went home.uuhhh, that's all folks.

yesterday felt so long. i went to the dentist all the way in nyack, blah. while my whole top
lip was still numb, i rushed to get to middletown and FINALLY took my 5 hour!
ahah you all should be proud. after that, i went to erin's for a sec to pick something up,
then back home to finally have some breakfast. jill stopped by and brought me a cake
she made me for getting a job. ahha that was the sweetest thing ever. around
midnight brendan and mikey picked me up, and we went to joey's. we chilled till
a little after 3am or so, then they took me home. i didn't get to bed till like 6am,
ahaha but what else is new?

yay!!! i got the job at Ulta!! :)
i had my interview yesterday, and was going crazy waiting to hear from them ahah.

last night frankbaby piked me up and we went to his house to kill some time.
we went to go meet up with marla and corey at a cute restaurant in nyack.
after that, we headed back to marla's for a while to watch some tv, and drink ahha.
then frank an i went back to his place and had a sleepoverrr. today we played
and then he took me home

sunday around midnight brendan picked me up and we went to the monroe
diner. joey, taylor, kelly, kayla, alice, therese were all there already.
most of them ate, and i had some water ahha, and brendan shoved my hand
into some jelly. COOL! haha anways, we played outside for a bit,
and then joey took us all home around 3 or something. soooo i got zero sleep,
like usual, and woke up aorund noonish. brendan came and got me, and we went to go
meet up with mikey, hank and amy. they were all in the cvs parking lot for some
reason ahahah, i guess cause it was like the best weather out everrrrrr!
we hung around for a while, then hit up panera. i forget why, but then we went
to gander mountain ahhaha.fun. then backkkk to tacobell to meet up with joey. amy
left to take hank home, so brendan, mikey, joey and i all went to the mall.
mister brendan took me back home, and then my babbababy came over to play with me
for a while <3 10! yay!

wow the days have gone by so fast.
i kind of forget everything, but i will try to recap...

tuesday:
- dumb school.
- went best buy to buy borat and babel :)
- brendan, hank and jeff came over. we played
in the kitchen for a long time. joey soon came and joined us.
nicole made them all ice cream and brownie things, and i made
joey some stir fry. we are such good housewives. oh, and
brendan made me dye his hair BLOND!!! :( i never dyed hair
before, so it was scary. but he didn'tt care if it turned
out bad, cause he was just doing it for fun. so that made
me a lot more comfortable. lennon and gorse came over too.
we all watched borat together, and played for a few hours.
- we took some sweet polaroids and pictures. maybe i will post them later.

wednesday:
i did nothingggg. it was boring.


thursday:
- lamelamelameschoolschoolschool.
- went food shopping with mama.
- my grampa's in the hospital, so that's no fun :(
- went to the palisade's with erin! it was really good to see
her. i had complete success returning something at forever 21.
i hate their dumb return policy. grrrr. but i worked around it ;)
after the mall erin and i went to friendly's where patrick met up with us.
and they actually gave me a kids meal :) so that was sweeeet.
erin took me home, then i killed some time until franksta came over.
we played till almost 4am or something.<3


friday:
- i hope everyone had fun at the to kill the king show, and i'm sorry i didn't go!!
- franko picked me up and we headed to his house to check the movie
times. corey and marla were supposed to come to the movies with us,
but i guess they didn't want to see 300. it was sold out at the palisade's,
so we went to new city instead. it was pretty good. i liked way it was filmed.
i really liked the tree of bodies, it looked cool. that image is what i first see
when i think about the movie now. i'm weird i guess. whatever! after the movies
frank got some wendy's, and i got a sweet asian salad from mcdonald's (that
i have been craving for like 2 months now). we took it back to his house,
and ate while we watched south park. it was nice, since we haven't gotten
to do that in sooo long. then we had a sleep over. :) we played some more
this morning, and then he took me home around 4 or so. brendan stopped by for
a sec as i was getting home to give me something for nikki. i think i'm going
to go to his house soon, so i guess i should go shower and stuff. BYE!

friday-
frank, marla, cory and i were all going to go see zodiac.
so franksta picked me up, and something happened with marla,
so we went to go kill time at his house. they ended up not being able
to come, so frank and i rushed to grab some chinese to sneak in,
and get to the movies by 9:55. we just made it, but it was sold out :[
so we went to the food court and ate to kill time until the next
showing at like 10:55. zodiac was reallllly good. it was really
long too, but not in a boring way. since i had to play with my
daddy the next day, frank took me allllll the way back home after.<3

saturday-
nikki and i had a shopping and sushi shesh with our daddy all day.
we came home for a little bit, then joey picked us up. we headed
over to the monroe dunkin' doughnuts, because that's where everyone
in the world was. we all chilled for a while, and then joey, mikey,
nick, and i all squished into brendan's car, and meet everyone at joe's
house. there was a bunch of us, so it was fun. and i had to give
massages like always. :[ so after a while, amy and nicole left to take mak's and
andrew home, and then went to our house so amy wouldn't have
to drive all the way back again. so around 4am or something,
joey, mikey, nick and i once again all got in brendan's car to go
get nikki and amy, who then had to get in the trunk. haaha. we all headed on
over to the monroe diner for a while, and then joey took me home around 6am.
what a long day on zero sleep. iy yi yi.

sunday-
frankbaby came over for a while to play with me.<3
i don't know what i did for the rest of the day,
but somehow it flew by. around 11 or something
joey, hank and brendan came to get me. little did i know
brendan was naked at the door, and i think my grandpa got an
eye-full. ahhahahaha. oh well. they all had their cars and made
me choose who to go with, so i picked hank since i rode with
both joey and brendan the night before, so it was only fair.
well, once brendan and joey pulled away, hank realized he lost his
keys. so we looked all over for them, and then found them in my seat
somehow. anywaysss, after that we missed the turn for joey's and went
like 10 min out of the way. on our way to joey's, he calls and
told us he hit a deer. soooo yeah, i'm happy i didn't pick joey
to drive with, ahah just kidding :] i was happy he was ok.
so we went to go check on joey, and waited in the cold, watching the
deer twitch for like, 20 min while waiting for the cop to finally come.
it was soooo cold. after a while the cop was like, "alright turn around
so i can get this over with." which kind of shocked us.
so then the cop shot the deer in the head :[ and it moved more than
it did after joey hit it. it was alive for a really long time after
it was shot. anwaysss, we were defiantly standing out there for a hour
while they wrote the report and all that. after the cop gave joey his stuff
back we were stalling so we could go look at the deer, but the cop wouldn't
leave until we did, so we just went to joey's. i gave endless massages
all night again ahha. :[ we chilled and then hank left after a while.
we did a walmart run to get some food, and brought it back to joey's.
oreo's, chips ahoy, milk, and bagel bites galore. we learned some cookie
habits of joey's that i think brendan and i would rather never have known.
either way it was fun. oh, and on the way home from walmart we went to go
look at the deer, and the dick cop shot it right in the eye. brutallll.
anyways, brendan took me home 3:30am or something, then i was obviously up all night like usual.

monday(today)-
sucks so far :)

i never thought a phone could make me fall in love.
i am seriously considering leaving my beloved verizon plan,
just to have this baby on t-mobile. does anyone who
has t-mobile like it, and get good service?







<333!!!

ok, soooo today i finally got my car :o) :o) !!!!!!!!!
i'm super excited, even though i don't have insurance on it,
and can't drive it yet :o( but whatever! i was going to go
today for my 5 hour, and after being really excited to go
and get it over with, i realized it would have been too much rushing around.
so i rescheduled for monday instead. soooo then after all that, i
go to read my horoscope, and it was dead on. it was pretty scary-

Today you must choose between following your common sense and your desire to cut loose to do something more exciting. Your first choice might be to do both, but it may not be possible. Even if your patience has worn thin and you want immediate fulfillment, don't jump to the easy fix. Let practicality prevail; slow and steady progress will make you happier in the long run.



yeahhhh so. i'm just really happy :] except for the fact that my love
is in florida right now :[ sigh...